give me all your poison
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k a t h e d r a l
♱ : evangelo / kellin
| he / him | bisexual
— satanistdisc : kathedral#6642
| ⛧ likes |
|---|
| friends, music, fashion, art, horror, dark things, piercings, tattoos, night, rain, games, dogs, rats, crystals, singing, guitar/bass, witchcraft, demonology |
| ♱ dislikes |
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| spiders, being ignored, dry texts, rude and weird ppl, random judgement, hot weather |
⛧ music
my chemical romance, pierce the veil, fall out boy, motionless in white, leathermouth, the cure, arma angelus, silverstein, altar de fey, afi, the used, alesana, senses fail, paramore
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l o r e
♱
born into the 'casa de altare' it was always sort of a strange upbringing growing up in the large pack, especially with parents like his own and many expectations of himself to own up to as he grew, being the son of one of the high ranks.
pressured nearly each day while trying to have the life that any young pup should. he wasn't able to have that much, having to mentally grow up fast. learning the ranks, duties and much more as he was being taught by his father alongside his sibling to whom he would begin to feel challenged by.
it was only during few times that he would actually get some time off and away, mostly keeping to himself, his mother and a few packmates of other litters. his mother occasionally teaching him actual and true well-needed skills for survival.
though on his own time, he never would make time with his father, holding a grudge towards him for taking many things away from him, for forcing such responsibilities and stress at such a young age for two years of his life.forcing many changes in his own personality as well. he continues to remain nearly as stoic and solemn as he was made to be while in the pack. made to be due to a fear of falling out of line, disobedience and the pressure of having to hold up the family reputation. nonetheless, he also would gain a complex and large ego, arrogance forming.it was until a couple days after his second birthday, he would make up his mind to leave the pack. having enough of his father in general as well as the odd pack. making amends with both his brother and mother before leaving in the night.by using his skills, learning to slowly adapt to the life of having to be a lone wolf for a couple weeks it was until then he would find a new pack, or a simply more of a group. he was welcomed into 'the infernum'.spending each of his time with the pack, though still he kept his demeanor throughout the time. it never went away, still having not of.
the time in the infernum was a very good one, to him, as it was the first amount of normalcy of a 'pack' setting he had ever experienced.
getting to know only a select few of the members, and even slipping interest.all was good until the sudden disappearance of the group which took by one night only. one night and they were all gone after he had woken up. still unsure of the causes of the disappearances, it remains unknown and one of the thoughts within the back of his head. wondering till the point of paranoia if he doesn't have anything to distract himself with. the question of whatever happened, will it take him too ?it was in a hurry that he would immediately leave the scene, going back to being a loner once again. this time involuntarily..
throughout his days of wandering he would occasionally find other dispersal wolves, which he would spend a couple days, rarely a week with — if he enoyed their company. before going on to the next, drifting along but never staying. treasuring the new found independence that he had grown.in his disperse from each of his packs that he was once in, he roams around. occasionally coming across packs in which he would join a few. seemingly very selective in his search for his forever pack and home.
